Wednesday, October 28, 2009

When life doesn't make sense...

There are a lot of things that don't add up for me right now. We're still living at the Moneymaker's and can't seem to find a home. Ugh. Not sure how to proceed with my career choices. Do I continue to pursue photography as a job or a hobby? And, of course there are always financial concerns. The red car broke down (ah yes, sexy red) and needs a $500 fix, the Endeavor needs new tires (ouch!) and Jackpot's annual shots cost a whopping $179! Frustration abounds in this life.

But, in the midst of it all, there are moments of peace, laughter, and ease. My gosh, moments to be treasured. I'm soaking in them right now, and I should. Last night I saw a reality show woman tell of her tragedy- her entire family killed by a speeding driver, just 5 minutes from her home. She had a 5 year old, a husband, and a newborn baby. Heart wrenching. I sobbed, and hugged Collin close. We have so much to treasure in this life. The little moments are so important...Speaking of, I documented my most recent happy moment in pictures.
Halloween is just around the corner. Janet (Luke's grandma) wanted to dress Luke up in his costume and get pictures of only him with festive memorabilia. I was up for it and we set the stage. Pumpkins, ghosts, leaves...it was perfect. He was a little lion, compliments of his Grammy (Farmer). I could squeeze him to death when he's this cute. I have so much to be thankful for- I'm going to hold tight to what I have, when everything feels like it's falling apart.

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